First off, don't get me wrong - there are LOTS of things I really enjoy about Facebook. It's wonderful to share happy moments with your friends, celebrate success, get encouragement during those down times, share some thoughts of wisdom, or keep in touch with friends and family. Those are all definitely not forms of bragging when done with the right intention.
However, I do find there is this little slice of me that's using Facebook for another means...an acceptable way to make myself feel better by...bragging.
Yup, I said it, bragging.
For instance, maybe I...
Post a picture of Mark and I out on a date night...translation...check us out - we are so connected relationally - aren't we rocking this whole marriage thing! (Don't look behind the curtain here, date may or may not have gone well, and we might have been too tired to even have a coherent discussion and often end up doing romantic things like toilet shopping at Lowes.)
Or list out my days accomplishments...translation...I am wife and mother of the year over here - check out what I can get done in just ONE freakin day! (Of course, I don't mention that the next four days were a wreck with dishes piled high and my husband searching for a clean pair of underwear).
Or post yet another pic of my latest craft...translation...Check out my creativity! I am a pinterest queen! (Or really, look what I did while my kids scrounged for food in the pantry and stayed in their pajamas all day)
Or take a quick pic of my quiet time books/bible...translation...God and I are "tight" - I want you to think every morning starts like this and I am uber disciplined and in tune with the Holy Spirit. (Or maybe I was more worried about getting an in-focus, artsy pic than listening to what God was telling me that day).
Yeah, this has been me on more than one occasion. Facebook is dangerous like that. So I think I have come up with some new rules for myself regarding Facebook...starting today...
I will not post anything unless it:
1. Is sharing something worthy of celebrating with others
2. Is uplifting or encouraging to another
3. Could help others walking through the same trial by reading about a challenge I'm having that day. (Sometimes those are my favorite posts, when I see I am not ALONE in the struggle of something!)
4. Just plain informative!
I will see if I can keep my own rules - it WILL be hard, but ultimately good for me.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Friday, February 14, 2014
Content to Be Me
I think I might start blogging again - I really miss it. It's also good for people like me who have problems remembering what happened yesterday, let alone last year. I love looking back at the posts when the boys were babies and thinking, "oh yeah, I forgot about that!".
This week, what's really on my mind is this concept of "owning who you are". A chat with a good friend a few months back yielded this treasure - "Mel, everyone has their own 'thing' - and it doesn't make sense to copy someone else's 'thing'. You have to find your own." I'm paraphrasing, of course, memory issues, remember? She obviously said it way better.
But this idea has really stuck with me ever since. I admire so many women - there are just so many talented ladies out there! And often, that admiration can turn into envy. Why can't I have a garden like hers? I would love to make quilts like that! She is such a patient mother. She is so outgoing. And on, and on, and on. And these are all wonderful things to admire...but that's where it needs to end.
So what's the defense to this streak of envy that preys on our hearts? I think it's this:
Being content to be me.
Psalm 139:13-14
God create us uniquely. Our special blend of talent, personality, and physical traits - there is no one like you! And to wish to be someone else, is kind of like telling God He was wrong when he put you together.
So I am striving to be content in myself. Not to apologize for being who I am. And to fully embrace what makes me unique.
And although I can define the "me" now - that in no way limits the future "me". I am not talking about ceasing to grow and learn, but loving yourself along the way. Last year I couldn't have referred to myself as a "Runner". But over the last 7 months I have become one. That is a new part of me that I enjoy and am passionate about. It also isn't the only part of me! If I cease to run tomorrow - there is plenty more that defines my life and purpose. I believe we all have many "things" that make us special.
If there was one thing I could wish for all of my friends (especially us ladies, we are so hard on ourselves) - it would be to love who you are and embrace the journey to who you are becoming.
This week, what's really on my mind is this concept of "owning who you are". A chat with a good friend a few months back yielded this treasure - "Mel, everyone has their own 'thing' - and it doesn't make sense to copy someone else's 'thing'. You have to find your own." I'm paraphrasing, of course, memory issues, remember? She obviously said it way better.
But this idea has really stuck with me ever since. I admire so many women - there are just so many talented ladies out there! And often, that admiration can turn into envy. Why can't I have a garden like hers? I would love to make quilts like that! She is such a patient mother. She is so outgoing. And on, and on, and on. And these are all wonderful things to admire...but that's where it needs to end.
So what's the defense to this streak of envy that preys on our hearts? I think it's this:
Being content to be me.
Psalm 139:13-14
For You formed my inward parts;
You wove me in my mother's womb.
I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
Wonderful are Your works,
And my soul knows it very well.
God create us uniquely. Our special blend of talent, personality, and physical traits - there is no one like you! And to wish to be someone else, is kind of like telling God He was wrong when he put you together.
So I am striving to be content in myself. Not to apologize for being who I am. And to fully embrace what makes me unique.
And although I can define the "me" now - that in no way limits the future "me". I am not talking about ceasing to grow and learn, but loving yourself along the way. Last year I couldn't have referred to myself as a "Runner". But over the last 7 months I have become one. That is a new part of me that I enjoy and am passionate about. It also isn't the only part of me! If I cease to run tomorrow - there is plenty more that defines my life and purpose. I believe we all have many "things" that make us special.
If there was one thing I could wish for all of my friends (especially us ladies, we are so hard on ourselves) - it would be to love who you are and embrace the journey to who you are becoming.
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